Big mistake 1

I heard laughter in the back room after a long kiss goodnight. Darling your eyelids are dreaming of meeting and I'm dying to let you be still from heavy breathing. If only there was sunset, now would be time to sleep. But dreaming without meaning keeps madness unresolved. So I'm sleeping without meaning as I hurt the ones I love. As night times' blanket turns children into morning's orphans I speak soft words, take value in motion. As night time's widow leaves quiet men in portions. I'm starving for another place to rest my heart. call it an even score unsettled and fettered as truth is alarming.